Only Prettier;

"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."
-Marilyn Monroe

12.22.2010

gahh, i've fallen behind today -- but i'm here now :) sooo today i got to see my little girl take her first steps, i was always scared i'd miss it, but i got to witness her first steps! i'm sooo thrilled! my little girl is growing up sooo fast. shew-wee, i gotta admit .. i absolutely looove being a mommy. :) well that's all for right now ... i'm going to catch up on everything else!
i'm currently sitting here thinking about what's to come. i'm still waiting to hear the news. i should know more in 2 weeks. as of right now, this is what's going on -- my back has hurt for as long as i could remember, but it's gotten a whole lot worse withing this last month so i figured i'd get some x-rays done just to make sure i was alright and just overdoing it..so he did the x-rays and he said i have arthritis, muscle spasms, and my spine is inflamed.. he said there is something else but he isn't sure and he doesn't wanna say something and be wrong, so he is sending my x-rays off to a radiologist to get a second opinion. i'm scared to hear what's to come. ever heard of the ole wise tale "action speaks louder than words"? well his reaction when he seen the x-rays kinda scared me. everything will be fine, i have faith that it will. granted it could be better, it could be worse.
i may be down in my back, but i refuse to be down in my spirits.

12.21.2010

so, here lately i've been thinking a lot about creating a blog.. it took me a while to actually try it. around 2 a.m. this morning, i finally decided to create one. i have been fascinated by 2 of my friends pages, i just had to do it! facebook just wasn't cutting it ... probably because facebook can ruin someones life haha, anyways hopefully soon i'll be better at all of this .. in the meantime, i hope y'all enjoy it :)

p.s -- any&all suggestions are welcome :D